- a peace zone -

how to make 'ia' knows how much i love 'ia' and how much i miss 'ia'? its just, entah eh.. or it just our relation setakat kawan saja? confusing right now, seriously.. i really, hmm entah ah sakit hati inda jua jealousy inda jua, when 'ia' talked about another guys.. macam i want to ask 'ia' apa 'ia' anggap aku ani kan? but then terlintas jua in my mind, yang kami balum lagi officially couple, i have no right to ask 'ia' macam atu, banar ja? atau barangkali im over loving 'ia' kali ah? eventhough 'ia' not mine right now, but entah ah, i just want to be 'ia''s one day.. i just dont know what to do.. ok apis! please dont let this kind of things rule your mind, pasalnya there is ASSIGNMENT waiting for you to be done...........

*sigh*

i started my 20th day with happiness and joy~ THANKS for everyone, especially to all my buddies, ND/CTN/28 kamu poklen abeessss!!! hahahahaha, and also my BFFs you guys are great!!!

miani ceritanya, ehehehehe.. my birthdate was on 16th April, which was yesterday, and im the last person who celebrating birthday in April, so CTN28 ku dont know how to surprise me.. hahahaha, pacah.. payah bah, expect banar banar jua ku tuu.. and lagi every plan they do aku tau wahh, hehhehe, adakah ku tebaca sms dorang "apa kan di buat ni atas kek si apis ah?", nda pacah dimana?? HAHAHAHA, sekali kan sasak sasak dorang, dorang suruh aku pilih kek sendiri di MakCik Bakery, and i choose 'milo cheesecake' and it was sooo TASTY, nyaman hantap!! kali kali kan, just to make CTN28 happy, ehehehe, we plan lagi, dorang suruh aku pretend surprise, hahaha, time MT lesson lagi tuu, SORRY ahh sir Limen.. kali yang ku heran dorang belajar time atu senyap senyap bah dorang surprise kan aku ah, si Yen and si Ergh saja yang memeriahkan.. rupa rupanya ada surprise lagi~ hahahaha and they lastly made me unexpected and distracted banar banar, hehehehe, at last~ so i had 2 cakes so far, hehehehe, cupcakes yang ku nda expect~ hahahahaha

see, di Utama Grand pun ada orang tau my BIRTHDATE waa, jangan nda galat.. hehehehe

ani dorang suruh aku tunggu di luar, pasal nya dorang kan surprise kan aku with the wordings atas kek atu, hehehehe

hehehe XD

"Kau Poklen!
Buring Spoil
haha
Happy 20th

LOVE, CTN28"

nah with the OHP open, hahahaha

see aku sorang sorang saja, nada sorang pun beside me, hehehe

si Cousin Nimbo nada awal ani, yatah nya si Ergh, baik kau bagitau kami dua saja surprise kan kau.. hahaha, rupanya ada planning lain~

nah cupcakes ku yang aku nda EXPECT.. hehehe, and special THANK for si Madd, ia punya idea ni..

btw, kami tiga nda bejanji ni ahh~ :P

then balik, aku ambil tarus my cupcakes lagi arah D'anggrek Hotel, THANKS to http://kitchenofjasmine.blogspot.com/ (=

ani cupcakes yang CTN28 bagi aku, nda ku expect cream nya will hancur, hahaha, but still NYAMAN~

Jaja and Nam datang rumah on time, Jaja gave me special gift! THANKS Jaja, i LOVE it!! =D

another CUPCAKES!! ani gift dari Nijam and Tya, THANKS kamu, aku sayang kan makan the CUPCAKES!!

nah, ani yang ku order dari Kitchen of Jasmine, LAWA sesangat.. wordingsnya ':DBuncu Apisuddin is 20s now!:) :S no more TEEN :(' ahhahahahah and the lilin was so fragile i mean sekajap melting, and payah to light up..